On the 27 of November, one day before Black Friday, the Queen of blood in the form of my mother visited me in the Capitol of Germany called Berlin. I was very nervous because we have not seen each other for 10 years and I did not know what to expect. It turns out that I go in a trance mood I already experienced when I visited my brother in Texas.
Angelika Torn
Angelika Torn
My story with the name Angelika is the story about my mother Angelikka Köngeter. I last saw my mother in 2014. We had an incident that triggered me. I spent a few days in her residence in St Johann due to an identity dilemma.It disturbed her, so she asked me to write down a contract between us. She would aid me if I kept certain aspects of the deal.
Certain actions, such as applying for government financial benefits, were included as parts. I drafted the contract to protect her interests. When she read the contract, she began to correct it. She wrote the words "one last time" next to where it claimed she would help me. I was annoyed and asked her why she doesn't write the contract herself. I also questioned the "one last time" help. Then she had an instinct and tore the contract up, much as Nancy Pelosi did with Donald Trump's contract. Her arrogant expression and eyes triggered me. I felt an adrenaline rush, which reminded me of my feelings about sports and detachment. I fled and left her house, convinced that I was far superior to her. I was certain that it was the last time she would irritate me like this. What is your story about negotiations going wrong and the name Angelika?
Two weeks before, I had lost my key in the corridor of my house. After hanging an emergency note for the residents out, they told me that a neighbor took the key. Since I am afraid of this Bavarian neighbor, I was worried about not getting my keys back. He is very moody and seems quite unpredictable. My mother and I decided to change the logs and my other neighbor Andi helped me change it.
Andreas Spinning
Andreas Spinning
My story about the name Andreas is dedicated to a neighbor of mine. He always calls me mouse, and I'm not sure he even knows my name. Andreas, a pensioner, leaves his apartment at 12 a.m. and rides his bike through the city. Andreas and I are having a disagreement over watering the yard plants. I discovered that he had a problem with an elderly lady in our house named Mrs Pommerenke. Despite her objections, he continues to water the plants. Another story that frightened me was about a fight he had with a black female in the house who is the girlfriend of another neighbor. To chastise and gaslight her, he placed two black dolls in front of the entrance door. When the black girl saw the black dolls, she was shocked. It was also difficult for me to process this image. When I confronted Andreas about it, he admitted that he received the dolls from his neighbor Susanne. I wonder if Mrs Pommerenke, who is now deceased, poisoned Andreas' cat. The cat died just before I moved into the house. What is your story about revenge and the name Andreas?
After I picked my mother up from the Central Station. We decided to bring her stuff to the Hotel and find something to eat after it. My mother has chosen the Belfort Hotel Apartment, in the Belfort street, as her place to stay. It is a very nice place in the Kollwitz Kiez right next to the Bötzowkiez the quarter I live in. The Kiez is named by the artist Käthe Kollwitz and used to be the artist sector of East Germany. Now it is criticized for gentrification.
When we're inspecting the restaurant next to the hotel, a local who lives next door promoted and recommend the German food. The restaurant is called "Unsere Kneipe". At the Dinner, we started to argue about my Website and the reason that I use personal names in my products, user story. I just had a hearing at the police, because someone of my DNA with the name Henrik Lars Ossenbrink had made a report for cyber mobbing.
Henrik Darkroom
Henrik Darkroom
My story about the name Henrik is dedicated to a product manager at Falke. Henrik and I were teammates on the national German vaulting squad. He was also the first man with whom I had a wild affair involving horses, straw, and hay. We initially made love during a championship in Samur, France. We got quite drunk, and the next morning we couldn't recall what happened. The only thing we remembered was that his glasses had broken. We knew something had happened since the glasses were still smashed the next day. Susanne is a very dominant name in my King DNA profile. Susanne was my first coach, and she groomed me. Henrik believes it must be Alexandra because his first coach's name was Alexandra. He told me that he had lost his virginity to her, which made me quite jealous. My vaulting squad also had two females named Alexandra. One had a crush on Henrik but was unaware that Henrik and I had an affair. While Henrik and I were making out in Saumur, the other Alex took a picture. She was also really inebriated, which most likely traumatized her. Alexandra dropped subtle hints about the incident to my girlfriend, who was also on the team at the time. Henrik was also the first guy to take me to a gay disco in Cologne. The Club Lulu had a massive Darkroom where Henrik disappeared with an elderly man. I was shocked. What is your story about making out with the same sex the first time and the name Henrik?
When I went home I was doing the word thinking about my mothers' dialect which makes me feel faint. I decided to make a short "What's in my Bag" video about the products she gave me. Please focus on the code I found in it. It is a direct Pipeline to Giesela Schmittmans products (Schmittmann Korn)in the Giesswein Product .
Since I felt that she did not understand the pipeline marketing of my product, I wanted to print it and pitch it the next day to her and my therapist. The next day my mother and I had a mentoring at my old therapist Marlene Niepoth Gerlach. I decided that I confront my therapist in front of my mother with her Blood Devil Document and discuss the benefits of the pipeline fond.
The next day, I picked my mother up to have breakfast at "Junge die Bäckerrei". We still practice being a Google Local Guide and rate restaurants in a five-star rating.
After, we went to a Copy shop to print the products. I also brought a box to demonstrate the Tarot deck.
We printed the stuff at a shop called Copy Clara, which was interesting. I had Just done the Blood Devil Document for Renate and needed to integrate a printer and the name Clara in it.
Renate Print
Renate Print
My story about the name Renate is a black one and dedicated to the mother of my ex-girlfriend Eva. Eva had a child with my cousin Jan-Donald, and the conflict between us continues. Renate had cancer during Eva's pregnancy and died before the baby was delivered. I last saw Renate at her copy shop in Dellbrück, Cologne (Leskan Park). I tried to communicate to her my concerns about my Cousin Jan-Donald's family. I could not reach her, and she assumed I was jealous. It was really triggering for me because I was quite optimistic about her daughter Eva's chances of finding love and the proper spouse. At the time, Renate had a covert relationship with the proprietor of the copy business where she worked. The owner was married, but Renate looked content with the hidden affair. After February 24, 2024, I grew concerned about the security of data and its location.
I tried to print postcards in ancient German copy shops, but the printers were presumably hacked by Russians. It seemed impossible for me to work where Renate did. I'd just adapt all of my clients' information and ideas. Producing hope-filled products is a highly fragile process. Especially when my box of postcards is sent directly to Sergey Brin on his 50th birthday. I couldn't stop thinking about Renate and all of the confidential knowledge she had about the neighborhood, as well as her secret romantic relationship. Stepping into my Cousin's Jan-Donald Haniel Family made her appear like a target. She must have known too much. Renate has two grandchildren now. One is named Paul, while the daughter's name is Klara. What is your story about classified information and the name Renate?
Then we drove to the west of the city and had to negotiate a store where we set up our next Pipeline. Our choice went to C&A where we got underwear, pants and a Sweatshirt. After we choose Galeria Kaufhof to buy Bed linen.
Nadia Cake
Nadia Cake
My story about the name Nadia is dedicated to Nadia Zülow, who is now married to Jumprider Marcus Ehning. Nadia used to vault with me; she is a few years older and a role model because she was so discouraged by the sport. Her strong personality made her a trailblazer and a powerful impact in the community. The first thing I heard about Nadia was that she ate a lot of cake during squad training. I also have some cake-related associations with Nadia. I once transported her to a squad bootcamp via train, and my mother purchased muffins for us. Nadia declined to eat the muffin, which seemed unusual to me. The other anecdote took place while we were hanging out at the stables' restaurant. There was a woman in the restroom, and Nadia informed me what we should do when she got out. We were instructed to take the cake in front of us and eat it like pigs to scare her away. Later, she told me that a teammate's mom had fallen in love with her. She wrote Nadia all these love letters, and Nadia wanted to make herself ugly so she wouldn't be attracted to the woman. I first saw Nadia in 1994, when she was competing on a horse named Rodeo. The Horse got its moniker from C und A, which sponsored the club and was running a "Rodeo" promotion. C und A was quite popular at the time, and her instructor, Agnes Werhahn, is a member of the company's family and was able to secure sponsorship. Nadia was competing in a horse rodeo to the soundtrack from the Disney film "Aladdin".By the way, the season after the muffin incident, she jumped to Terminator music. I'm curious what the code of music choices in certain sporting events means. Nadia also had a parrot bird at home, which brings me to Natia Tudua, the winner of the Voice of Germany. After we supported her on YouTube, the bird became our symbol because she sang the song "feeling good" with the line "Birds flying, you know how I fell" during the show. What is your cake story and the name Nadia?
Franz Dysfunctional
Franz Dysfunctional
My story about the name Franz is dedicated to Franz,Markus Haniel. He is the leader of Haniel, a Rhenish Family clan. When I was eighteen years old, I discovered that I am connected and was invited to family shareholders meetings. It is mainly about prestige because it is one of the few remaining family enterprises in Germany. They also owned around 80% of Metro Group. Saturn and MediaMarkt were also involved in this. Saturn and Media Market have been damaged as a result of failing to invest in music digitization. During shareholder meetings, clan leader Franz generally offers quiet speeches about keeping the money in the family. They push family marriages, similar to an Islamic clan, or inform us that we are not permitted to speak to the press. I once filmed a party at a shareholder meeting. I joked that I'd upload the movie to YouTube. The next day, Franz Haniel gaslighted me in front of the entire family, which numbered approximately 300-400 persons. He was genuinely concerned that information might get public. When I came up with the idea of creating a Haniel Facebook family member group, this was a threat.They established their own family network, from which I am now disconnected. However, they assisted me in enrolling in a German artist insurance program known as Künstlersozialkasse. As a gay person, I felt extremely alienated and chose to sell my shares. When I did, Hanitax's CIO, Dr. Bayer, requested 6000 Euro for assistance. He pulled me aside and told me that if I didn't make money, I'd have to work at McDonald's. Irena Androcec, a Haniel PR employee, assisted me with my insurance claim and wrote it on the family expense. She also told me not to speak out because the family wields power everywhere. Trinkaus and Burkhardt, the family bank, threw me out when I sold my interests. They stated that they did it because I am American. When the government put me on pension, I sought to contact Haniel to see if they supported LGBTQIA+ diversity. They showed me a few links on LinkedIn. When they discovered who I am, they promptly canceled contact. It appears difficult to describe what type of family I am in, and I feel quite naive. What is your story about dysfunctional family clans, classified information and the name Franz?
The therapist session went quit ok. I confronted my therapist and mother with my products, and it went ok. Since it is therapy and suppose to be a safe place, I respect this. My mother and I agreed that a word for my behavior is being angry. I told her that I am mostly mad because of my gay sexuality and sick of being the outcast all the time with it. After the session, my mother was impressed that found such a good therapist. I just get the same vibes from her like I get from my mother. It seems like they constantly suppress fantasies and dreams, being afraid that things get to my head or make me decompensated.
Marlene Confrontation
Marlene Confrontation
My story about the name Marlene is dedicated to my therapist in Berlin. Marlene was really interested in the way I formed relationships. In general, I believe that all of my therapists are discussing this topic. So I tried to build a few, one of which was with my neighbor Claudia. Claudia has a dog and a son, and her life is busy and crazy. I mentioned to my therapist that Claudia changes the subject whenever I try to tell her something. Claudia's dog crap in the Volkspark once, and when I tried to inform her about it, she told me to seek for it in the dark park. I advised Claudia to ignore the nonsense and focus on my tale. Marlene took this as jealousy over the dog crap. The narrative became so ingrained in her mind that whenever we talked about envy, she brought up this picture. It was pretty confrontational and annoying. What is your story about psychological confrontation and the Name Marlene ?
After we had a café at "Drink your monkey" and then took the S-Bahn to Alexanderplatz. We change into the tram 4 and got out at Hufelandstr. I showed my mother the street and the Stierbrunnen at Arnswalderplatz. We went to my place and I showed her my apartment. After, we had dinner in the Schönbrunn, where she wanted me to eat a Wiener schnitzel. It was excellent though and we had a really nice time.
Then I brought her to the Belfort Hotel and when I came home the neighbor had thrown the lost key in the mailbox. I felt very released and called james to ask him if he could help me with a word which describes the generation conflict. Sounds "Gay" he wrote and we had a laugh. Maybe he is right because the "I am done with the world" dialect seems a bit divaish.
James Psychosis
James Psychosis
My story with about the name James is dedicated to the best friend of my little brother, Kristian Köngeter. My family, including my mother Angelika, utilize him as a proxy to spy on me. Somehow, I no longer speak the superficial bro culture vernacular of my brother's friends and family. It appears that I must train away from this schizoid behavior because it is harmful. This individual's narcissism makes it difficult for me to leave them alone. When someone acts like this, you need a third party to compensate and reflect. James is easily triggered by psychosis because he has experienced trauma with it. His brother, is a right-wing AFD grifter. James once had to deport His brithers girlfriend to a psychiatric facility due to a psychotic episode. Someone seemed to have replaced His brothers automobile, and she was certain he was in town. James had to explain to her that his brother was on a business trip and had phoned an emergency.I am almost certain that it was an act of grooming to alienate James Brother from his girlfriend. James is a passionate carpenter who enjoys hunting with his companion and cousin. He enjoys his employment as a housekeeper while his wife works due to postpartum depression. She enjoys becoming pregnant, however, and they now have four children. What is your story about psychosis and the name James?
The next morning the weather was much better, and I brought my mother to the central station. Before we visited Käthe Kollwitz Memorial at the Kollwitzplatz and had breakfast at Lychener Back. We also took a quick look at the Bernauerstr wall memorial.
When we said goodby we tried to make a short summery about the encounter. We both seem very disappointed and scared of the digital situation where no-one really wants to take responsibility. We agreed that a symptom triggering pattern of me is having angry impulses. We did not find a word for her behavior and I am still overwhelmed with the word thinking. I will process because my mane focus is not to seem greedy it s more about how to ask people like this for help or investment. Somehow the algorithm wants me to focus on my family because the network seems there. We are all just very detached and I feel I don’t represent a narrativ to translate or mediate. I am very happy, though, that my mother visited me in Berlin. Thank You Angelika!
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