On the 27 of November, one day before Black Friday, the Queen of blood in the form of my mother visited me in the Capitol of Germany called Berlin. I was very nervous because we have not seen each other for 10 years and I did not know what to expect. It turns out that I go in a trance mood I already experienced when I visited my brother in Texas.
Angelika Torn
Angelika Torn
My story with the name Angelika is the story about my mother Angelikka Köngeter. The last time I saw my mother was in 2014. We had an incident which triggered me. I was staying a few days at her house in St Johann because of an identity crisis. It bothered her, and she wanted me to write down a contract between me and her. She would help me if I would retain elements of the contract. The elements were certain actions like applying for government financial benefits. I wrote the contract in her interests. When she read the contract, she started to correct it. At the spot where it said that she would help me, she wrote the words "one last time" in it. I felt irritated and asked her why she does not write the contract by herself. The "one last time" help I questioned as well. Then she had an impulse and torn the contract apart, like Nancy Pelosi did with Donald Trump's contract. Her smugly smile and eyes triggered me. I felt this adrenalin rush, which reminded me of the feeling I had with sport and dissociation. With attitude of being much better than her, I escaped and left her house. I was being sure that it was the last time she would provoke me like this. What is your story about the name Angelika or mothers?
Two weeks before, I had lost my key in the corridor of my house. After hanging an emergency note for the residents out, they told me that a neighbor took the key. Since I am afraid of this Bavarian neighbor, I was worried about not getting my keys back. He is very moody and seems quite unpredictable. My mother and I decided to change the logs and my other neighbor Andi helped me change it.
Andreas Spinning
Andreas Spinning
My story with the name Andreas is about a neighbor of mine with the name. He always calls me Maus (mouse) and I am not sure if he knows my name at all. Andreas is also in pension and every morning at 12 am he storms out of his apartment and is spinning on his bike through the city.
The beef Andreas and me are having is about watering the plants of the garden. I found out that he had a beef with an old Lady in our house called Mrs Pommerenke. She did not want him to water the plants, but it seems like he insists of his right to do so.
Another story which freaked me out was about a fight he had with a black girl in the house who is the girlfriend of another neighbor. To punish and gaslight her, he hung them in front of the main door. The black girl saw the black dolls and was shocked. It was also really hard for me to process this picture. A little later, I decided to confront Andreas about it, and he told me that he got the dolls from neighbor Susanne. Why would you ever do something black magic like this? What is your story with black magic neighbors and the name Andreas?
After I picked my mother up from the Central Station. We decided to bring her stuff to the Hotel and find something to eat after it. My mother has chosen the Belfort Hotel Apartment, in the Belfort street, as her place to stay. It is a very nice place in the Kollwitz Kiez right next to the Bötzowkiez the quarter I live in. The Kiez is named by the artist Käthe Kollwitz and used to be the artist sector of East Germany. Now it is criticized for gentrification.
When we're inspecting the restaurant next to the hotel, a local who lives next door promoted and recommend the German food. The restaurant is called "Unsere Kneipe". At the Dinner, we started to argue about my Website and the reason that I use personal names in my products, user story. I just had a hearing at the police, because someone of my DNA with the name Henrik Lars Ossenbrink had made a report for cyber mobbing.
Henrik Darkroom
Henrik Darkroom
My story with the name Henrik is dedicated to a product manager at Falke. Henrik Ossenbrink was my teammate in the national German vaulting squad. He was also the first man I had a wild affair with between horses, straw and hay. The first time we made love was at a championat in Samur, France. We got really drunk and the next morning we could not remember if it happened. The only thing we remembered was that his glaces broke. When the glaces were still broken the next day, we knew it had happened. In my King DNA the name Susanne is a very dominant name. My first coaches name who groomed me was Susanne. For Henrik, it must be Alexandra because his first coaches name was Alexandra. He told me that he lost his virginity to her, which made me very jealous. In my vaulting team were also two girls called Alexandra. One had a crush on Henrik but did not know that Henrik and me had an affair. The other Alex made a picture in Saumur while Henrik and me were making love. She was also very drunk and it probably traumatized her. Since I also had a girlfriend in the team at this time, Alexandra made little hints to her about the incident. Henrik was also the first guy who took me to a Gay disco in cologne. The Club Lulu had a huge Darkroom where Henrik disappeared in with an old man. I was shocked. What is your story with darkrooms and the name Henrik?
When I went home I was doing the word thinking about my mothers' dialect which makes me feel faint. I decided to make a short "What's in my Bag" video about the products she gave me. Please focus on the code I found in it. It is a direct Pipeline to Giesela Schmittmans products (Schmittmann Korn)in the Giesswein Product .
Since I felt that she did not understand the pipeline marketing of my product, I wanted to print it and pitch it the next day to her and my therapist. The next day my mother and I had a mentoring at my old therapist Marlene Niepoth Gerlach. I decided that I confront my therapist in front of my mother with her Blood Devil Document and discuss the benefits of the pipeline fond.
The next day, I picked my mother up to have breakfast at "Junge die Bäckerrei". We still practice being a Google Local Guide and rate restaurants in a five-star rating.
After, we went to a Copy shop to print the products. I also brought a box to demonstrate the Tarot deck.
We printed the stuff at a shop called Copy Clara, which was interesting. I had Just done the Blood Devil Document for Renate and needed to integrate a printer and the name Clara in it.
Renate Print
Renate Print
My story with the name Renate is a black one and dedicated to the mother of my ex-girlfriend Eva. Eva has a child with my cousin Jan-Donald, and the conflict is still between us. While Eva was pregnant, Renate got cancer and died before the child was born. The last time I saw Renate was at her job at a copy store in Dellbrück cologne (Leskan Park). I tried to explain her my worries I have when it comes to the family of my Cousin Jan-Donald. Somehow I could not reach her and she thought I was jealous. It was very triggering for me since I was very sportive when it came to her daughter Eva finding love and the right partner. At this time, Renate had a secret Relationship with the owner Of the Copy shop she worked for. The owner was married, but somehow Renate seemed happy with the secret affair. After the 24. February 2024 I became very paranoid about Data and where it goes. I was trying to print my Postcards in old German copy shops, we're the old printers are probably hacked by Russians. It seemed impossible for me to work at a place like Renate did. I would just adapt all the information and ideas of my clients. It is a very vulnerable process to produce products full of hope. Especially when my box of postcards goes as a 50 Birthday present straight to Sergey Brin. I always had to think about Renate and all the classified information she had about the community and her secret love affair. In the combination of stepping into my Cousin's Jan-Donald Haniel Family, it seemed like she could be a target. She must have known too much. Renate has two Grandchildren now. One is called Paul and the daughters' name is called Klara. What is your story with knowing too much and the name Renate ?
Then we drove to the west of the city and had to negotiate a store where we set up our next Pipeline. Our choice went to C&A where we got underwear, pants and a Sweatshirt. After we choose Galeria Kaufhof to buy Bed linen.
Nadia Cake
Nadia Cake
My story with the name Nadia is dedicated to Nadia Zülow, who is now married to Jumprider Marcus Ehning. Nadia use to vault with me, is a few years older and a role model because she was so determent about the sport. Because of her strong personality, she was also a trendsetter and strong influencer on the community. The first story I heard about Nadia was that she was eating a lot of cake during a squad training. I also have a few associations about Nadia when it comes to cake. One time I drove with her on the train to a squad bootcamp and my mother bought muffins for us. Nadia refused to eat the muffin, which seemed so strange to me. The other story was when we were hanging out in the restaurant of the stables. There was a woman in the bathroom, and Nadia told me something we should do when the woman comes out. We were supposed to take the cake in front of us and eat it like a pig to scare her off. Later, she told me that it was a parent of a teammate who fell in love with her. She wrote Nadia all this love letters and Nadia wanted to make herself ugly to seem unattractive to the woman. The first time I recognized Nadia was in 1994 when she was competing on a horse called Rodeo. The Horse had the name because the club was sponsored by C und A, and they had a campaign called "Rodeo" going on. C und A was huge at the time and her coach Agnes Werhahn belongs to the family of the Company and managed to get a sponsoring. Nadia was competing on the horse Rodeo with the music of the Disney movie "Aladdin". The season after the muffin thing happened, she vaulted on the music of terminator, by the way. I really wonder what this code of music choices in this sport events mean. Nadia also had a parrot bird at home, which leads me to Natia Tudua, the winner of the voice of Germany. After supporting her on YouTube, the bird became our symbol because she had sung the song "feeling good" with the passage "Birds flying, you know how I fell" in the show. What is your story with a terminator cake and the name Nadia?
Franz Nepotism
Franz Nepotism
My story with the name Franz is a story about a German family clan my father is related to. It is called Haniel and the leader of the clan is Franz Haniel. I will speak out on my experience with them as a gay guy. When I was eighteen years old, I found out that I am related and was invited to family shareholder meetings. Since the family and the family business is divided, they give the shareholder a presentation of what they are about to do with the firm and investments. Most of the time they inform you how certain markets are not profitable. They were investing in businesses like Doc Morris and then realize the pharma industry is not working for them because they don't have enough data. Basically, they just buy firms and sell them again. It is more about prestige because it is one of the few family businesses left in Germany. They also owned about 80 procent of Metro Group. Saturn and MediaMarkt are also part of this. After missing investing in the digitalization of music, the companies are ruined. The clan leader Franz mostly gives subtle speeches that we should keep the money in the family. They promote marriage in the family or make us aware that we can't talk to press. Once he dissed me in front of the whole Family because I did a video about a party which they organized for us. It showed rich people partying, and that seemed l ike a threat to them.When I had the Idea to make a Facebook family member group, this was also a threat. They created their own family network. After starting my own Pilates business, I tried to connect with the family through their financial Hanitax office. My studio was very close to their office and I went there to sale my shares. When you sell your shares, they get very upset, and I was threatening them with speaking out. They told me that I don't need to try because they are everywhere. I did not believe it, but now I realized they could be right. During my time there, I found out that they helped my cousin Daniel Gustav Kramer to get into artist insurance. Since I am a dancer with diploma, I should get this insurance right away. Not in Germany, you need a Hanitax firm to help you to get in. After getting in, I brought the lady who helped me a big Bouquet of flowers. Somehow The Manger Herr Bayer took me beside and talked to me. He started gaslighting me with the words, if I don't organize my money, I have to work at Mac Donald's. He also wanted to talk to me another time, where an employee with the name Irina intervened. She said I should leave because Herr Bayer wanted to have 6000 Euro for the artist insurance help. I should not worry because she wrote the amount on the family list. After this, I was traumatized and told her that my shares are not enough to live on. Would it not be better to sell them and get support from the government, I asked. She said that she would do the same thing. I did it and since then I am stuck in this social system forever and apply for pension now. After selling my shares, they kicked me out of the family bank, Trinkaus and Burkhardt. The way they did this was even more traumatic. They said that I would be American and this is a danger for the company. I had problems getting a bank account after it. When I had my YouTube channel, I made a very short satire expose about Franz Haniel. It was actually really nice, but I mentioned something like this are the rich people Sahra Wagenknecht is talking about when it comes to stealing your money. Not talking about the fact that they also lost it because of not investing in digitalization. Now government and tech wants me to reconnect with my family because of pension, government support and precarious living situation.I still have to do it after spending my life being the tech slave for Google. None in this family invested as much in tech industry like I did. Since everything is about data, I asked Haniel if I could return to the family net. It would be productive to participate in LFTBQIA* reputation of the firm.I signed their agreement, but when they found out who I am, they ghosted me. It is probably Rhenish clique and a network of nepotism. I still think it should be exposed. that they are not investing in Diversity at all. Under 500 people, I was the only gay guy there. There was Cornelius one time, but also never showed up again. On a LGBTQIA star rating, their get none. Ir was shameful what they had to offer, and I don't want to be identified with this. What is your story with the name Franz or family nepotism?
The therapist session went quit ok. I confronted my therapist and mother with my products, and it went ok. Since it is therapy and suppose to be a safe place, I respect this. My mother and I agreed that a word for my behavior is being angry. I told her that I am mostly mad because of my gay sexuality and sick of being the outcast all the time with it. After the session, my mother was impressed that found such a good therapist. I just get the same vibes from her like I get from my mother. It seems like they constantly suppress fantasies and dreams, being afraid that things get to my head or make me decompensated.
Marlene Confrontation
Marlene Confrontation
My story with the name Marlene is dedicated to my therapist in Berlin. Marlene was very interested in how I form relationships. In general, I feel that all my therapist we're about this topic. So I tried to establish a few and one was with my neighbor Claudia. Claudia has a dog, a son, and is quite busy and a little chaotic with it. I complained to my therapist that Claudia changes the topic when I try to tell her something. One time Claudia's dog shit in the Volkspark and when I tried to tell Claudia something she made me look for the dog shit in the dark park. I told Claudia that she should not care about the shit and focus on my story. Marlene interpreted this as me being jealous of the dog shit. The story went so deep in her head that every time we discussed jealousy, she brought this picture up. It was quite a confrontation and irritating. What is your story with a therapist and the Name Marlene ?
After we had a café at "Drink your monkey" and then took the S-Bahn to Alexanderplatz. We change into the tram 4 and got out at Hufelandstr. I showed my mother the street and the Stierbrunnen at Arnswalderplatz. We went to my place and I showed her my apartment. After, we had dinner in the Schönbrunn, where she wanted me to eat a Wiener schnitzel. It was excellent though and we had a really nice time.
Then I brought her to the Belfort Hotel and when I came home the neighbor had thrown the lost key in the mailbox. I felt very released and called james to ask him if he could help me with a word which describes the generation conflict. Sounds "Gay" he wrote and we had a laugh. Maybe he is right because the "I am done with the world" dialect seems a bit divaish.
James Psychosis
James Psychosis
My story with the name James is dedicated to the best friend of my little brother, Kristian Köngeter. He is used by my family and mother Angelika as a proxy to spy on me. Somehow, I don't speak my Brother's friends and family superficial bro culture dialect anymore. It seems like I have to groom from this schizoid behavior because it is toxic. This narcissism
makes me feel like no one can leave me with this person alone. When a person is like that, you need a third party to compensate and reflect.
You can trigger James easy with a psychosis since he has a trauma with it. His brother Benjamin is a right wing AFD grifter. Once, James had to deport Benjamin's girlfriend to a psychiatric clinic because of a psychosis. It seemed like someone had replaced the car of Benjamin, and she was sure that he was in town. James had to explain to her that his brother was gone on a business trip, and called emergency. I am almost sure that it was an act of grooming to separate Benjamin and his girlfriend. James is a passioned carpenter who likes to hunt like his friend and my cousin Jan Donald. He loves his role as a houseman while his wife Natalie is working because of post pregnancy Depression. She loves to get pregnant, though, and they have 4 kids now. What is your story with psychosis and the name James?
The next morning the weather was much better, and I brought my mother to the central station. Before we visited Käthe Kollwitz Memorial at the Kollwitzplatz and had breakfast at Lychener Back. We also took a quick look at the Bernauerstr wall memorial.
When we said goodby we tried to make a short summery about the encounter. We both seem very disappointed and scared of the digital situation where no-one really wants to take responsibility. We agreed that a symptom triggering pattern of me is having angry impulses. We did not find a word for her behavior and I am still overwhelmed with the word thinking. I will process because my mane focus is not to seem greedy it s more about how to ask people like this for help or investment. Somehow the algorithm wants me to focus on my family because the network seems there. We are all just very detached and I feel I don’t represent a narrativ to translate or mediate. I am very happy, though, that my mother visited me in Berlin. Thank You Angelika!
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