Angelika Torn

My story with the name Angelika is the story about my mother Angelikka Köngeter. The last time I saw my mother was in 2014. We had an incident which triggered me. I was staying a few days at her house in St Johann because of an identity crisis. It bothered her, and she wanted me to write down a contract between me and her. She would help me if I would retain elements of the contract. The elements were certain actions like applying for government financial benefits. I wrote the contract in her interests. When she read the contract, she started to correct it. At the spot where it said that she would help me, she wrote the words "one last time" in it. I felt irritated and asked her why she does not write the contract by herself. The "one last time" help I questioned as well. Then she had an impulse and torn the contract apart, like Nancy Pelosi did with Donald Trump's contract. Her smugly smile and eyes triggered me. I felt this adrenalin rush, which reminded me of the feeling I had with sport and dissociation. With attitude of being much better than her, I escaped and left her house. I was being sure that it was the last time she would provoke me like this. What is your story about the name Angelika or mothers?