The never-ending disappointment with my conservative ship does not stop. In my video, you can see how I overthink these Guardian appointments and struggle with the preparation for the first meeting. There is no structure, and it evokes my inner middle child trauma of being pushed away. My pal Milo, who recently ended his conservative ship, paid me a visit. He saw my American passport and flashed back. I felt that was humorous because Germans don't understand what I tell them.
To confront the Guardian Michaela Evers I Had Set Up a giving table with my American Passports. I incorporated my Products and DNA book to the table and documents. During my quest, I displayed my Waldorf school testimonials and compared them to my American. On the American, it only says f and a, whereas the Waldorf contains all of these words. Especially the Morgenspruch (morning poem) which we had to perform in front of the class on a specific day, felt very intimidating to me.
My mother and I were talking before the meeting in hopes of finding out who is assisting me with the purchase of my new Macbook. It made me quite depressed when Michaela told me one hour before the appointment that she is sick. At least someone helped me with my Shit BAG for the Jessica Schmitz Lichtenstein Postcard, which stresses me out because she is so dominant.
The next morning, I felt quite unhappy and began decoding the name Michaela with some Spirit cookery. I had to associate a story with the name Michaela, which triggered a Rudolf Steiner flashback. The Arcangel Michael (Michael Imagination) has a profound influence on Anthroposophy. I could also use Name Integration to promote a few of my products.With the Name Hanna I have a Story with the Name Michaela. Her Last Name is even black (schwarz) I think.
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Hannah Influence
Hannah Influence
My story about the name Hannah is dedicated to a school friend I had. Hannah was the individual who connected me to a variety of communities. She has connections in the Turkish and homosexual communities. We both started partying with them in our junior year. As a result, we both failed our graduation tests. My parents were concerned that when I first started driving with Hannah, we would get into an accident. I drove an ancient red automobile that she called "Fubu." My mother has a horse companion named Karla Spiritus. Karla should intervene when my mother feels abused by her family. I once left Hannah off at Poison, a techno club in Düsseldorf. I never went because it was so hardcore. My mother and Karla assumed I would join this club. She and Karla, dressed in riding boots, entered the club and began to jell at Hannah. It must have been embarrassing for her, and I felt humiliated. Following this, I was barred from participating in my class's final trip. They were off to Florence, while I was stuck at home. What's your story about house arrest and the name Hannah?
Kelsey Trigger
Kelsey Trigger
My story about the name is dedicated to Kelsey Lemon. She is the younger sister of Kerith Lemon, a US vaulting champion from Santa Cruz. Kelsey, a troublesome girl, was sent to Provo Canyon school while I was an exchange student in California. I'm not sure how much she still battles with the American grooming trauma, which must end.There were reports that she acted inappropriately and had sex with black males.
I met Kelsey for the first time in 1998 at the World Equestrian Games in Rome. We became friends, and after the 2000 World Games in Mannheim, she remained at my place for a while. It was highly amusing, and we always performed provocative choreographies on the streets. Kelsey is really powerful, and throughout our dances, she hoisted me up like an angel. I last saw Kelsey in 2002, when I visited her in Santa Barbara, California.She was becoming a little bad again, and I had to flee to my host mother, Kathy. Kathy instructed me that when Kelsey calls, I should inquire why she is so upset. I did it, and Kelsey was so triggered that she hung up the phone, and we never spoke again. I feel really terrible for this trigger since I, too, deal with rage. What is your story about anger trigger and the name Kelsey?
Susanne Stardoodle
Susanne Stardoodle
My story about the name Susanne is dedicated to Susanne Hanchett, Susanne Wischnewski and Susanne Wahl. Susanne Hanchett is my aunt and the older sister of my father Jorg. When my parents cut me off financially, Susanne stepped in, played the German bank, and assisted me. She also acquired Haniel shares for my brother and me in order to keep us connected. Susanne kept me up to date on new American terminology when I first started working digitally. She confronted me when I launched my Pilates studio using terms like Doodle and Entrepreneur. A Doodle occurs when you engage in two things concurrently and one flows subconsciously. For example, Indians in Berlin riding their transportation bikes. They perform their internet banking over the phone or call their families in India while pedaling. It might also be painting while talking on the phone, or searching for stars while utilizing or learning KI. My father died, and she moved to the United States. Because of a disagreement with my mother, I became involved, and she disinherited me and never gave me money again. Susanne Wischnewski Mbasha was my first vaulting coach, and she developed me from a young age to become a vaulting star. She fantasized about becoming a world champion with her as the lung leader and wished for a profile. Changing from RuFV Hilden to vaulting club Dhünwald and coach Brunhilde caused significant betrayal and anguish in our relationship. After judging a vaulting competition, she became enraged with a performance and demanded that the coach stop the competition for locking on the horse. She gave up vaulting and now has a family. Susanne Wahl was my final vaulting coach. After I stopped, she replaced me with a vaulter named Gero Meyer. During a squad Bootcamp at DOKR in Warendorf, her horse had bleeding wounds from abuse and locking. She didn't notice it and was astonished when a horse groomer told her about it. After that, she abandoned the sport and now works for the FN.
Furthermore, abuse vaulting was always the ideal Doodle for my childhood, and it could never truly be replaced. What is Your story about betrayal and the name Susanne?
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