My story with the name Lisa is dedicated to two persons in my life. One represents a beginning and the other one an ending.  My first best friend in Kindergarten is called Lisa. Her mother Erika Brackelmann was my Kindergarten teacher in Hubbelrath Düsseldorf. Lisa and her sister Anne were vaulters on horses at a horse stable called Reitverein am Lindchen. One time, the Brackelmanns took me to a vaulting class with only girls. My Kindergarten teacher told the vaulting coach Susanne Wieschnewski that soon she will have a boy to coach. I remember the coach screaming “a boy?“ very l oud. A year later, I joined Lisa's team, but there were already a few other boys with in the team. Before vaulting competitions we became very nervous and to be able to fall asleep, Lisa introduced us to Bibi Blocksberg audiotapes. These children Audiotapes are about a little witch with the name Bibi Blocksberg and her Life with family friends and witchcraft. I made my first colportage with Lisa Bracklemann. It was a comic about a girl in our gymnastic class we did not like and very mean. I think Lisa still has this comic. The other story is about Lisa Noma who was the best friend of my host sister in Silicon Valley. When I made my exchange student year in Cupertino, California with Rotary Club, there was a horrible punishment parents did to groom their troubled teenagers. They signed an agreement with an organization who kidnap the troubled kids in the night and deport them to a bootcamp facility like the Provo Canyon school. When I arrived in the states, two girls of my vaulting community had already been through this trauma. Lisa Jackson from our vaulting team and Kelsey, the sister of American vaulting champion Kerrith Lemon. There was a lot of rumors, conspiracy and gaslighting around this topic which was supposed to keep us away from certain behavior like drugs and drunk driving.  Short after I left the USA, my host sister's best friend Lisa Noma became a victim of this deportation, grooming and bootcamp abuse. It traumatized and divided the community of my host sister. It also seemed like Lisa never really recovered from it. My host sister was always worried about her going too deep into the rabbit whole. Lisa started to believe in some intense cult, new age spirituality which had to do with aliens. After living with my host sister in New York, she returned to San Francisco and committed suicide with jumping out of a window.  Right now, the USA is strongly campaigning against this predatory bootcamp mentality in exposing the institutions, investors and handlers who participate in this abusive grooming mechanism. You find this toxic structure in cases like Puff Daddy, Epstein, Weinstein, Britney Spears and also Paris Hilton. Paris Hilton is also a survivor of the Provo School Bootcamp trauma, was also deported like Lisa Noma and is now campaigning for enlightenment. This Website is dedicated to Lisa Noma, a participation of myself in this healing and a sacrifice to the United States, Google and Sergey Brin. What is your story with beginnings, endings, troubled teenager years and the name Lisa? 

My story with the name Zaza is dedicated to the photographer and mother Zaza Weissgerber the sister of Berlin artist Izzy Weissgerber. Zaza is German American, comes from Düsseldorf like I and is Jewish. Since Germans don't grow up with Jews, she is the only one I can think of besides my Jewish step grandpa Alfred Popper. She is not connected to my network since she went to the international school outside of Düsseldorf which seems a little alienated from the Center of Düsseldorf. Zaza and I met at the Fitness First Club at the Shadow Arkaden we're we both made promotion. One time after a shift we saw a Ferris wheel at the Rhein. We decided it would be a romantic Idea to take a ride. When we went up, we started to panic because of fear of height. Especially when the wheel stops on top, we hide on the ground in the middle of the gondola. After we went back to the Gym through the Hofgarten in Düsseldorf where the gay cruising area is. I asked her If she notices all the surrounding men, which she did not. When I told her that they are gay and look for Sex, she felt very surprised and informed about this secret coded life around her. After our shifts, Zaza and I were watching the new show of Paris Hilton, "The simple Life" on our gym workouts on the stepper. We both loved it, and it was the beginning of a new area. That is why she gets the place of the Hilton Hotel and also because of the great Zaza Gabor. Zaza also helped me in New York when I stayed with my aunt Sabine. One time I brought her for Dinner and after it, I got kicked out of her apartment. It is still a conflict between my aunt and I. What is your story with the name Zaza and fear of height?