Kilian Crow

This is my story about the name Kilian and dedicated to my brother Kilian Köngeter. He is born on the same day Hitler is born, and my mother always called him KKK for Kilian König Köngeter. My brother has a trauma with a drink and drive accident. One of his friends with the name Robert died in a car accident. After Robert's death, his family and my detached a little bit. His mother started a new career as a coach for people who need benefits. Robert also had an older sister called Melanie. When I was young, I dressed up like her one time. The families are all connected through this Rudolf Steiner Waldorf cult in Düsseldorf. In Melanie's grave about Robert, she had a brilliant idea. She created with her fingerprint a crow design, dedicated to her brother. The crow logo you find on postcards and merchandise. I never got involved in my brother's trauma until a few years ago. My mother and I were not talking for 8 years. The reason is my older brother, who is very greedy and bitter about his life. Maybe because of this trauma with Robert, but he never spoke about it. Then my mother contacted me because my brother was going through a hard time. She knows that I expect transparency about my wealth. Instead of giving me what I want, she makes interesting offers to compensate her neglect. This time she wanted me to receive a coaching from Robert's mother. My brother gets houses, apartments, family, the GmbH, testaments, information and basically everything. She is using me now to fulfill her guilt towards Robert's mother in investing money in her for coaching support. I don't really have anything to do with her, since she is the mother of my older brother's friend. Let me be clear, I expect a little more than an investment of my brothers' nepotism trauma. Then I found out that Melanie, the sister of Robert is designing the website of Kilian. She probably got paid for it and did a job I could have done. They could have been new lovers, too.  I got so mad about this crow instrumentalization of her brother that I wanted to call her and yell at her.  But then my neighbor Susanne came down and showed me a baby crow which was lying in front of her door. It was such a transition, that I saw a clear warning and sign.  I felt like someone had put it there to whistle me back or gaslighted me to keep calm. It worked and remember thinking "understood, baby crow has arrived"! The Americans try the same thing with a girl called Lisa. She was the best friend of my host sister Jennifer in Cupertino, but committed suicide. What do they expect? Hey guys, please don't drink and drive because someone who has nothing to with it will be sacrificed? You know that in a swarm of crows, there is always one murder? Maybe Kilian or host sister Jennifer? I would not even drive a car because I can‘t afford it. My brother is driving three by the way and makes my mother pay for them. What is your story with crows, arriving, the story of others and the name Kilian? In my German King DNA, people are busy being the best in knight sport. We can't allow to party, drink and drive.